Anita Just Blog

“Looking For Richard”

Even though I have been given the greatest tools for raising my vibratory frequency to the full realization of enlightenment, my real inheritance, I find that I resist that.

It’s as though I have a DNA- level readout that comes online and says, “Don’t do that, don’t go there….stay down here, it’s not so bad.”

So…then I have to remember. I have to use my reason, I have to stay open to my brother’s pain, and I have to remember the reasonability of the Fact that I am responsible for it….and there is something I can do about it now. And I have to remember, “This is what I want, this is what works, this is what I’ve been given.”

And what THAT is, is…the most incredible plan, workbook, treasure map to hearing the song of my returning to my only natural Home.

I have to have faith.

I have to remember to use my tools.

I am so grateful for the minds here with me who share the single purpose of my life –

I have to release my mind. (Forgive)

I have to remember the whole point is to CLEAR MY MIND OF THE BLOCKS TO THE AWARENESS OF LOVE’S PRESENCE. If I am not in the full experience of open-hearted passionate, compassionate Love - I’m not there yet!

I have to remember that each and every brother is here specifically because I ASKED FOR THEM to be here to help me with just this project.

And if I think I have been badly done by, it is my job to keep digging until I can honestly say that this brother is my savior.

Until I can find MY responsibility in the deal – I know I create the exact circumstances in my life, and until I become willing to take that on, to be responsible, to look at the thing which horrifies and yet defines and limits me…I am not free.

My brother is my savior because he mirrors to me what I am unwilling to look at in myself. So if that guy “out there” is someone you don’t want to deal with, you must be wise enough to know you are only fooling yourself.

No one else.

All your friends know what you do.

Here’s an example:

Al Pacino is someone who has, somewhere along the line, accepted his corruption and because of that – he can play the most corrupt characters. He can “go there”. He isn’t afraid of himself. He’s accepted himself.

Nicholas Cage, on the other hand, is another “bad boy”, but because he is still guilty, has never actually looked at the deep recesses of his dark fears, he hasn’t the depth of an Al Pacino.
It shows.
Sorry, Nick. Keep digging!

Only you are kidding yourself.

That guy is your savior because he is giving you GOLD!!! He is showing you something you probably can’t see on your own.

Now it’s up to you to choose consciousness and get over yourself, or choose unconsciousness and miss it again.

He really is your savior.

You will come to know it someday, so why not get to where you can honestly say it today?

And mean it.

Saying it isn’t it.

Meaning it is everything.

I know it’s not so romantic an idea. Sorry.

But the question that always gives me strength is this:

If not now…..when?